WOOOWWW... it's been forever since i've updated this deadddd blog.

Firstly, I would gladly declare that EXAMS ARE OVER!!!
We got back our results today. I honestly don't know whether I'm sad or happy. Perhaps I'm happy that I've made great progress in certain subjects, but deproved in some. Shall just share my results:

English - 70
Higher Chinese - 66 :(
Biology - 74.5
Physics - 72
Chemistry - 80
Geography - 84
History + SS - 85
E.maths - 86.5
A.maths - 71.3

To be honest, I'm pretty proud of my A.maths results. I really thought I was going to flunk it! But turns out, I got method marks for many questions that I thought would have gotten a BIG FAT ZERO. But in any case, I'm disappointed in my languages. They have deproved like. GREATLY.

There's still 'O' Level Chinese on 10 November.. Hopefully it'll be better than the mock exam. Frankly I fared pretty well for the mock paper. At least for the Paper One, haven't received my Paper Two yet.

Yes, my Secondary Three life has come to an end. But there's more to come in Year 2012. Much more. December 2012 is the end of the world yeah? Even if it's not, it'd better for me...

For now, let's share with you my very eventful 2011. Mostly love life.

Okay. Starting of the year, not sure when, this guy, nicknamed D, confessed to me. I rejected him flat, then not long after, he got into a relationship with my best friend Fiona. (don't take it the wrong way, I'm not like upset or anything. Cause there's more. :P) Then not long ago, like around August/ September, another guy, this person from Sec 4, confessed to me. He's like my friend, quite a good friend, but not that close. Up till today, he still has feelings for me. I was troubled about this issue for quite a while, being in a dilemma of how i should reject him without hurting his feelings. You know, I still want to be good friends and all. I was quite cold to him for a few weeks, and apparently I felt pretty guilty over it. Just last week, I made up my mind to text him, so as to continue being friends. And yeah, i feel less awkward and disturbed. so good one!

Now. The crux of this whole love story thingy. I like someone. I've liked him since.. March? I'm not sure. Let's call him C. I started texting C since February or so. All's been peaceful since then, just some ups and downs, and for a period of time we didn't talk to each other, or text, for that matter. During August/ September, I suddenly realised that I liked him more than I thought I did. And I found out that he actually likes me too! I was really happy. Really. But sadly, we can't be in a relationship cause of parents. We started talking to each other. When we didn't even speak in the past. We used to only wave and smile. It's some progress, I must admit. But now, I've been constantly waiting for him to text me. I just don't want to take the initiative. I don't want him to think I'm despo, or to take me for granted. But the thing is, I really miss him! I do I do! :( sigh.

Okay, that's all I'll share today.

Now more exciting was yesterday. We organised a surprise birthday for MR KHOO! we made him a scrapbook and bought him a cake and everything. He was sooo touched that he actually cried! Wow. That's like. I have nothing to say but WOW. MR KHOO's SO NICE.