This week, I started working at banquets again in Marina Bay Sands. I really liked the first wedding banquet I worked in! The captain was extremely nice! And I made a couple of friends at work, there was this guy named Shao Qi from VS, then I worked with Shady and Fouzy on the weekends. They're really fun people! Yes I undoubtedly screwed up at work, but well.... shit happens haha. I made Ma Lai Ko today!

Yesterday at church service we had Rev Kevin as our speaker and I went to the pulpit at the end of the service and was prayed over by the pastors. Although it wasn't a very strong feeling of someone pushing me from all the stories I heard, i felt a little tugging at the back that caused me to fall slightly backwards, but I was afraid, I really was. Afraid of what I'm not sure but i started tearing. I only pray that I have more encounters with the Holy Spirit and eventually receive the gift of tongues!

Now moving on to family matters... My father's illness is getting from bad to worse, I do feel really guilty that I still am ignoring him and not supporting him when he's about to fall... Even ah kor's helping him and being filial. I... I just can't bring myself to do it, I can't open up to my father. I don't know why, but after all these years I just don't know how to express myself anymore. Dear Lord, I just pray that You give me the strength , the ability to open up my heart to my dad, to openly pray over him. I commit my mother into Your hands as well. I pray that you give her peace, instill within her heart your spirit of healing and calmness, give her faith so that she can entrust all her worries and difficulties to you O Lord, be her pillar of support when she has no one else to turn to, Lord, grant her strength to push on. Father Lord I also want to pray for myself to be more obedient and to help her in whichever way she needs me to in order to lighten her burden. Lord I ask that in Jesus' most precious name, your power of healing come over my dad, for his illness to be cured, for peace to be restored within the household. Thank You Dear Lord, in Jesus' name, Amen.