today is really the last day.. all the memories we've had in common? they will always remain etched deeply inside my mind, stored in a corner with easy access.. guys, i'll really miss u... today, fiona, vanessa and andris cried.. :( i almost did, when i heard jianlong say 'we'll still each other what, u all make it like we won't see each other anymore.'. tears did well up, but it went back in..
i was really sad.. i'll really miss them all.. so much that i actually hugged guys.. O.O. indeed, my first time. LOL. first ken, kelvin, then JOSHUA, and PING HUAY. the last two, i've never imagined tt i would actually hug them.. LOL. sigh, i'll miss the noisy grp the most i guess. n i mean the noisy, as in funny, and not annoying, group. i guess im happy to shake off sum ppl.. but i want the rest to stay!!! :( n mr CHARMING!! MR CHARMING IS LEAVING......... i am sad. :(

n now.. im in a dilemma. SHOULD (I TAKE TRIPLE SCIENCE?) mygod... show me the way... i rly need some enlightening. i hope to try out, bi jing, my results can lemme take triple. but.. to think of myself being in the same class with the 'SMARTYPANTS', i.. idk wad to do... i will feel damn stressed.. my mum wants me take bio.. but im really scared i'll fail and do badly. focusing is a chore for me... time management is not my forte. SO WHAT DO I DO. i know tt i definitely want Geog. N that i definitely want 8 subjects. but how? if i take A1, i know i'll get in. n i dun wanna regret. should i juz take B1, then C1? but humanities is my forte.. WHAT SHOULD I DO???!! I HATE MAKING THE DECISION.